annanotbob2's Diaryland
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I've just seen this phrase: "Post exertional malaise". Oh man, that's me. So tired, so tired of being tired. So frightened by it when I come across articles about long Covid. Whatevs. In therapy we're looking at early traumatic events with a view to choosing one or more to focus the EMDR on. It emerged that I still feel shame and dislike of the teenage girl I once was, yet when I was a teacher I had a great fondness for girls like that. Girls (some) other teachers referred to as sluts, easy, cheap. Often a bit rude, gobby, lacking in respect. My task for this week is to ponder why I can see and respond kindly to the vulnerability of these girls but not to me as a teenager. I hadn't picked up on this before and I do find it interesting that as yet I have no idea why I respond in this way.
11:28 p.m. - 12.10.22
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