annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yawn Struggling a bit, to be honest. The fatigue is a proper pisser. I have to find a balance between the needs of my physical health and my mental health and the route is not always clear. Yesterday I slept till late morning, was driven to the beach where I had a float about - it's not a swim as such, as the pain in my leg prevents that, I'm just floating so no great expenditure of energy - then walked fifty yards to sit down and have a big lunch, home for a nap then went to a comedy gig in the evening which finished before it was dark, so probably 9.30. Yet today I've been absolutely done in. I did still get to the beach, but not till mid afternoon and only then because next door started drilling. Tomorrow I have a ticket for a silent disco on the beach at sunset, low tide, and if I had any sense I wouldn't go. It will be lush though - all the other ones I've done have been before the water warmed up, so this will be even more enjoyable. I'm going to take my chair and make a big attempt to pace myself. I'm going to a housewarming party just before, but it's very close to the part of the beach where the disco is so I hope it will be OK. My new therapy card asks about people who have been or are my life cheerleaders/protectors/motivators/inspiration. Real, imagined, dead or alive, famous or fictional. Well that's a fucking can of worms, isn't it? I'll get back to that. Be careful out there. Big hugs xxx 12:49 a.m. - 16.07.22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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