annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Day 282 Oh man, I feel really scared. I have raging hypochondria, awful fucking anxiety, endless bloody panic attacks, but in truth I'm probably OK. I'm meant to be monitoring my blood pressure, but the arm thing just triggers me right back to being held down by the arms and my blood pressure goes through the roof. 220/190 which is mental. I'm trying to get one that goes on the wrist. I can be as calm as you like, but when that thing tightens I panic. I've been able to stay calm with a female doctor, in the past, bringing it right down to normal, but no chance of being calm with Bloke. 11:38 p.m. - 22.12.20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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