annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Day 214 Wednesday writing group, more Bella. First prompt was 'autumn': The season was turning from summer to autumn. Bella had never noticed that kind of thing much before - she might bung on an extra fleece or thicker socks, but living in a city, surrounded by hard, man-made materials, it mostly passed her by. Second prompt was either to write as a building - if a building could talk - or using a saying. I stuck with Bella and was aiming at 'the elephant in the room' but didn't quite get there. And all of a sudden there was Naomi coming towards her, looking a bit bloody chirpy for a woman dressed in what looked like brand new expensive shoes, walking through leaves soaked in dog piss. Bella saw the moment Naomi spotted her but couldn't interpret the look that flashed across her face. Oh God, she thought. People. If only there were no people. No people, no trees, no dogs. Life would be so much easier. What was she meant to do now? She'd never had tea in someone's house before - she'd hardly been in anyone's house outside of family - let alone had to bump into them afterwards and speak to them. How was she meant to behave? Naomi was getting closer, slowly, they'd both slowed down, oh no, this was terrible. She was NOT going to invite Naomi to tea - she'd have to buy another mug for a start - oh no - here she was - I'm up to 3,800 words of Bella bits. My plan is to keep going like I am, with no plan or much in the way of preconceived ideas, till I get to 20,000 words and then to have a look and see what's there. I know she lives in Brighton, she's not very well and she's not very nice - no one has ever been very nice to her. We will see. Oh god - I could do nanowrimo - National Novel Writing Month - November. I want to get back to being properly grateful for the many blessings in my life. I've let myself be consumed with sorrow and that's not all there is. So: 1. I am very grateful for my little dog, who is such a darling. I took her out today to meet my pal D and mooch about by the lake. We sat on a bench for a rest and Shirley just sat next to us, good as gold. I thought nothing of it but D was really impressed - she's used to dogs being a nuisance. That wasn't how she expressed it, but they sounded like bloody nuisances to me and Shirley isn't, she's a dear little dog. 10:56 p.m. - 14.10.20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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