annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why not? This will sound mental but I'm going to write it down so that I can see in the future that I gave my best shot for my girl, I didn't just accept it, and to make sure I have it clear now. Why has no one mentioned removing the dysfunctional kidney?Here are the points I am bringing up:
So I phoned urology where they have her records and asked about it - I couldn't get a doctor but the secretary listened and agreed it sounded worth an ask. She told me they don't have her records from the recent thing and they can't call people in to be seen once they've been discharged and that I should go through the gp. I couldn't be arsed with that - too chinese whispery, so I called to doctor here who agreed, definitely worth a shot - they are over the moon at having a patient getting better, here in the hospice, so she's going to call urology tomorrow and see what they say. I am endeavouring to not get any hope up, but I am fighting for my girl's life. A life that may turn out to be worth living. A bit of love, a bit of laughter, a walk by the sea... could be worse. Haven't told the others, waiting to see. Today I returned to some self-care. yoga at the Buddhist centre, massive salad lunch at infinity, mooching home, giving my brain time to formulate the above train of thought and follow it up with action! I am grateful for: yoga, lunch, loving my city, knowing it is my home, where my heart is; looking at those films of Corbyn and May. It's not in the bag but it is fucking possible. Too sleeping pilled to do proper proofread, soz xxx 11:48 p.m. - 05.06.17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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