annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Didn't go to ED's as we had extreme weather again, rain and wind, tailend of a hurricane - no good, the concentration and anxiety-quelling would spit me out the other end fit for nothing but a long lie down in front of some proper shit telly, but not going was shit too. Deflated. I was psyched up for it. It's hard, getting past the intensity of the other weekend, things getting a bit better, feeling a rush of relief and even optimism, then realising I'm kind of back where I was before, but with even less energy and now I'm smoking again. xxxxx 12:50 a.m. - 22.10.14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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