annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Can't live without... I'm struggling again today, after a few good, purposeful days. It's the photo-a-day topic, again. "Can't live without..." which just throws me into despair. I need to let it go and take some innocuous pic of water or something suggesting air and just let it fucking go, but I'm in the grip of a wave of grief for all that's been lost. All those who have been lost. All those whose loss is looming, edging closer every day. So it turns out I can live without Joan and Julia and Barb and Kim and Tony S and my parents and a job and a secure home and the friendship of my brother and the health of my daughter and someone to wake up to and say goodnight to. But meh. 12:37 p.m. - 27.05.13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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