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Thoughts

1. Maybe I should try the heavy duty anti-depressants but think I threw the last box away so might not be able to as they won't double-prescribe.
2. Trying to feel good about what I HAVE achieved is hard when it's that I was dressed before 3 and had had breakfast before it was dark. So. I washed the dishes, walked down to the co-op, bought some milk, took pics of booze for the photo-a-day thing, came home, discovered they were all blurry, gave up.
3. Rallied, did the om gum ganapatayei namaha mantra, chanting along with the Deva Premal, from my youtube favourites.
4. Felt very chilled, but youtube goes straight to the next clip on the list which is this:

5. Discovered I can have my pension now - either the full amount, via ill health early retirement, which needs medical evidence, or by just choosing it (as I'm over 55) and having 7% deducted. The lump sum is more than I'd expected and would disqualify me from housing benefit until I'd spent most of it on rent, which wouldn't take very long. The annual amount is pitiful. All too much for me to decide.
6. Think I'm going to try and limit my computer use. Tomorrow I intend a maximum of one hour in the morning, maybe another hour later, plus writing here and apart from that to have it turned OFF.

Grateful for: leftover curry for dinner; total skintitude averted; friends; warm bed; clean water

sweet dreams xx

11:22 p.m. - 12.11.12

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