annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Totally rock bottom. Want to be someone else now. Cannot think of a way to get through today. Cannot believe I'm so stuck in this. I used to be a person who did things, some of them useful. Can believe that people have had enough of me - I certainly have. Sometimes I hate my kids for keeping me here when I could so easily just move on, put an end to it all. I don't see how it can change for the better if it hasn't done so far. I brought it all on myself. Not ED's MS - that's fate, but the rest of it all stems from stupid/selfish/thoughtless/arrogant decisions. 2:42 p.m. - 08.11.12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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