annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Too much ED's going into hospital tomorrow. Today her legs wouldn't support her but she kept forgetting, even when sitting on the floor waiting for the paramedics she kept suddenly struggling to get up, as if she just could. In between she dozed or fretted over her medications, asking me again and again what meds she was on and whether she'd taken them. My poor girl. SIL broke down and cried this evening. We're getting along better me and him - he talks more and is showing how much he cares for ED in all those little actions and glances which were previously absent. I'm finding bursts of purposeful strength, but in between I'm on my knees, crying round the corner in thick, quick jags, then deep breath, wipe eyes and have another go. I'll be home tomorrow night - there's no point in my being here when she's in hospital. YD is at mine, with the BF and Grandson, having a holiday at the sea-side. I wouldn't mind if they went back to London, but I don't have it in me to take the possible fall-out if I suggest this, so I'll just go with the flow. If nothing else I won't have to stand outside in the rain to have a smoke. Grateful for: my health; my memory; new, improved SIL; NHS; facebook MS page for keeping me and my sorrows in their place and being there with good solid advice xxxxx 10:41 p.m. - 06.06.12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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