annanotbob2's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How many times must a woman bounce back, before you can call her a woman? I've slept all day today, till eight this evening, and I plan on going back to bed when I've finished this. There were a few interludes of wakefulness. I saw off ED this morning, looking like she was off to be executed. Jesus, now I come to write it down I can't believe I let her go. From the moment she woke she had an air of being utterly defeated; even her body was resistant - her legs were heavy and unresponsive, she hardly said a word. Oh man. We've talked endlessly about what she wants for the future (never initiated by me) and it's always come down to wanting to live here on the coast, near me and her extended family, always followed by, 'But I love him [SIL],' and he won't move so that's where it ends. After she left I went back to bed with my kindle and the third book of The Hunger Games. Woke up hungry, made myself some eggs and bacon, slept, woke up again, went to the shop, slept, woke up. Night night xxx 11:05 p.m. - 14.04.12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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