annanotbob2's Diaryland
Diary
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Quick Five
- I am trying very hard to be happy that I don't have MS, MND or cancer instead of being fucked up that people I love do have these things, but really, it's not happening.
- I am still walking, still doing at least three miles every day, up to 190 for the year, feeling good in my body. I don't need a stick any more and am getting up hills better. I've walked into the hills three days in a row, without a stick.
- It all does feel too hard though. I've thought my heart was broken in the past, so full of sadness there was nowhere to go and I have made it out the other side, but this time I'm sooooo tired and soooooooo sad. My brother. My friend. I don't know how to go on.
- No. I don't have anything else to say.
- No, still nothing.
I am grateful for: a bed, a fire, a car, a home, a family. These are not small things. I do know and understand that it could be worse, though I don't really understand how I could feel any worse.
12:30 a.m. - 20.02.17
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